oh ya.
one more thing.
i hate accounts.

Reverent Ming Yi from Ren Ci has been charged with fraud.
FRAUD. REVERENT.
how is that possible?
a monk.
who preaches that one must not greed.
first NKF
then Ren ci
whats next?

anyway.
SSM ytd at sugarloaf went quite well i suppose.
but poor Ena had quite a lot to bear.
i miss toptable.
subway-ed with shi hui and kah yuen after that.
and i was sooooooo tired.
i came home.
i showered.
and i fell asleep.

with the rising cost of living in Singapore.
how are we going to survive in future?
we are told to use more of public transport.
less of cars.
but.
train and bus fares are increasing rapidly.
one after another.
cab fares too.
buses often come irregularly.
making us wait so long
causing it to be packed all the time.
trains are always so crowded
with kiasu singaporeans trying to squeeze in even before passengers have alighted.
cab fares are extortion.
ERP too!


owells.
this is random

reflection part two.

see. its 3am.and im reflecting again.
i feel that.
ive been working too much.
neglecting my studies.
ALOT
in the beginning when i knew that i had to work 6 days a week
i thought it was easy.
but now i realise.
no. its not.
plus with cca now.
its definitely not.
i need time
for myself.
for my studies.
for my family.
for my friends.
for 4 days.
ive been clearing the shit up for others.
i need some kinda break.
damn.

i miss o9!

been thinking alot lately.
esp when talking to C and YT.
its like.
i wonder.
why am i putting myself through this.
is this the life i want to lead?
why am i going through ssm and stupid acct?
getting humiliated by mr ___ time and time again?

why do i always face crossroads.
forcing me to make decisions one after another.
follow your heart.
i always say.
somehow
its so difficult now.
i need a break.
what do i really want?