esp when talking to C and YT.
its like.
i wonder.
why am i putting myself through this.
is this the life i want to lead?
why am i going through ssm and stupid acct?
getting humiliated by mr ___ time and time again?
why do i always face crossroads.
forcing me to make decisions one after another.
follow your heart.
i always say.
somehow
its so difficult now.
i need a break.
what do i really want?